Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Loss ... again ...


My newest grandson, Dominic Keith Smith.  So tiny, so perfect.  He was born August 14, 2014 at 9:45pm.  He gained his Angel wings that same night ... born sleeping.  He wasn't due until Christmas, but just couldn't wait that long to make his grand entrance and leave his little footprints on our hearts and minds.

I know that God has his reasons for sending us gifts and then asking for them in return.  But twice?  And to the same Mommy and family?  It's so hard for to her to comprehend that what should have been the happiest day has turned into yet another time of loss, grief, and planning a funeral for her littlest Angel.  I pray for her each day for understanding and comfort, but I know, from experience, that although it does get easier, the pain and loss never goes away.

"Dominic, you will always be loved and remembered fondly.  For a short time you were part of our lives but you will always be part of our hearts.  Gabriel, take care of your little brother and watch over your Mommy, Blake and Jaxson as they learn to say goodbye again."

Signed ... with love and tears




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